Update

I met cinnamon last last friday. It wasn't an intensional plan, but yeah. Moon had it planned, and told me just awhile before the meet.

I missed her. Haha. She has a lot of sense. I kinda see pineapple in her. They're very alike, I guess. Crazy outgoing, crazy.

She asked, how's loong and all of them. I said, I decided to cut contact because something happened. She said, wow. That decision, must be made due to something big. Yes. Quite big I guess, since even yip man, pineapple, arrogant doesn't know the full story.

I updated her too briefly I felt bad. So I took a while to think. Should I tell her about it? I was with her ex. It wasn't a very nice topic. Of course, I skipped the part where I didn't tell my besties too. It's too much.

Cinnamon was like, I know his pattern! So hard to find someone who understands. Hahha. She does. Anyway. Seeing her happy with a new boy makes me happy for her. Haha. Very! She's not like he imagined. He twisted his words, twisted our minds, to make us all think that he's the poor fucking victim. Oh well, fuck off.

Everyone's going to sg. I kinda wanna go sg too. But Idk. Gosh. I don't wanna see ET at all. I don't want any chance to bump into him. I'd play stranger if that happens. But like I always told people, never make decisions based on people.

So ET's presence won't make me not wanna go anywhere. I'd just pray I'd never bump into him. Or I'll carry a knife anywhere I go. He's a piece of shit, and I will never unhate him for what chaos he caused.

My first ex? Want updates about that?
There's actually no update. Hahahhahahaha. We texted via fb messenger a little bit. Then one day, I forgot to reply him because I didn't know how to reply him at that time. So now the conversation's kinda hanging there, but I don't mind tho. So be that way I guess? I'm fine with that.

Moving on over him is doing super well. He doesn't come across my mind daily anymore. Not even occasionally. It's becoming a rare thing. Very rare! Thank god we never went karaoke together. That would cause flashbacks on songs, like how it did for loong.

I miss loong more than I miss my ex. Hahahahahaha. How cool is that.