Quit

真的是沒事不會找博客。

I've been chatting with a new friend: fish tail. He's really talkative. No matter what I do, he kept the conversation going. Idk, but this guys has 100% weirdness.

He says, a short life would only last for awhile. It makes sense, of course. But it actually sounds better in Chinese.

一輩子不長啊 所以叫 一陣子。

Ive been using it to convince myself. It's Ok. It's ok to have shitty things happening, screwing up feelings and stuff. Because it'll only last for awhile, then we all die.

If you're sad, it'll only be awhile. Even if you're sad for your whole life, it's also just awhile.

There's no point in life. We're born in this shitty world, make more mess, then produce more shitty people and die. Like parasites.

And if you're sad, you're just a sad person that wouldn't matter to anyone at all, because you're just one person that will be gone years later.

So don't be sad. Don't think of shitty people that make you sad. Don't even think about them. Fuck everyone.

Badminton makes me happy, so I should go for it doesn't matter with who. Karaoke makes me happy, it's just twenty ringgit. It's ok to have some stress relieving moments doesn't matter who doesn't like it. I like myself with piercings, so no one should affect me.

I should let go of the things that stop me from doing the stuff that I like. If caring for someone makes you feel sad, then just delete that person from your life. If that person makes you feel sad thinking bout it, then really, delete everything that makes you think abt him.

Quitting isn't that hard. Right?