Wood.

There's something I thought about all night, wood. You could easily make me smile, change huge decisions, change my mood.

You treated me different all the time. I'm assuming, because you knew we couldn't be together anymore. You still care, but you didn't want to. You didn't want me to think that you're gonna come back because you won't come back anymore.

I love you more than I should. You know that. Idk if you still love me, but I know that you still care. I also know that we don't match. Like you said. We can't be together. You're poison to my soul, and I'm a burden in your life. Even if we still love each other, I understand.

I gotta make best decisions for my life, which is.... Stay away from you.

Last night I thought about us, so deeply. Didn't change any bit. It still hurts as much as last year, today. I thought about the moments I was just right next to you. It was so perfect, that's what tores me apart at midnight. That's what screwed my pillows again.

And then the way you hurt me. Everything you've done.

Ever since I fell for you, I went crazy. Crazy over you. I'd do stupid decisions. I was always depressed. It was because of our relationship.

I always knew, because I was always depressed. I just didn't want to let you go.

I know what's best for me but I just wouldn't.

We were just a pair of couple that's hurting each other in any way. Of course there were good times. But you know what's best for us, and that's why you broke us up. Despite anything.

I love you for loving me.
I'd stop asking.

Maybe one day we'd be together. Just maybe.