Presyncope

I woke up better than yesterday. So I thought, it's gonna be ok. Well guess what? Still lethargic like yesterday. Well yesterday I rested whenever I like, just sitting there and chill. But today, I didn't.

Skipped breakfast to avoid diarrhea. I'm fucking certained, I couldn't digest anything.

I stroked with this guy for awhile, almost dead. The two girls are good, but they looked dry, and I looked like rain poured on me. Bloody hell.

It was just a few lobs. Two vs one lobbing. Usually wasn't an issue for me. I know how tired I was, so I went second. Almost died. After the last girl, it's hard to describe. I don't even think she's done her five minute. I just said, I can't do this anymore. So we stopped.

Exhausted as fuck. Trying to walk with the blurry vision you get after squatting for a long time. Yeah. I walked few meters to my bottle with that, it felt like forever. It's like I'm drunk and Idk if I was walking straight, except I was mentally 100% conscious. It fucking sucks. The headache, the shitty feeling in the shoulders. I'm pretty sure if I hang on there I'd faint lmao.

The girls made sure I reach outside safety to get some air. Thanks man. The first thing: lie down. Few mins later, I could hear so clearly it made me realized my ears felt like I'm on top of the mountain before putting my head on the floor.

The last time I went to training being sick, was long time ago I guess. And it wasn't even this bad. I think this is how it feels like before you faint. Lightheaded as fuck. Then boom. Collapse.

Except I sat down to chill, so I skipped the last part. Damn. That was close, but still, very very scary. Next time, should I ignore everything and go for training??

I chilled outside with the construction workers. And got back into the courts cuz it was windy. Windy=cold + passive smoke gets to me. The brothers' be like "are u ok". Yup. I walked around to make sure my head's normal again. And woohoo they let me play.

Doubles. Half mix. Three girls and a boy. In this case, three of us girls play much better than the guy lmao. Sorry bruh. It was bearable. Life's good.

Zero appetite, diarrhea after each meal(even mangoes!!! Fucking mangoes), frequent urination, with a fever, and bad bad lethargy which worsens and causes fainting during physical exercise. What is that? What fuck is that.

DRUG OVERDOSE? (HAHAHAH)

Maybe it's a coincidence. I ate smtg wrong, coincidently I had a fever? Maybe. That makes sense to me about the headache and lethargy. But fucking mangoes??? Maybe I fucked up my GI tract. Ohmygod please end it. I need to study. Fmlfml.

Wood says excessive fibres irritate bowel movement too. My lunch was cabbages, dinner was some leafy greens, and supper was mangoes. Excessive fibers makes sense there. But why is it happening now? I eat greens all the time. But the shit happened two days ago.

It just doesn't make sense.

I just googled everything up. Yup, lightheaded and dizziness are what you get before you faint. Treatment: lie down so the heart could pump easier to the brain.
Causes, one of them were hypoglycemia. Possible. I'm pretty sure with all that diarrhea, I didn't have proper absorption the pass few days, so possible if I don't have enough glucose in my head. Another one is dehydration. Very possible too. Three days. If after bio it still happens, I gotta do smtg. Damn. If not, I'd be not eating things for days. Guess how my weight would become. Guess how can I still play badminton without worrying bout passing out.

PS THIS IS NOT BULIMIA. 😂😂