I miss them

My life has officially been turned upside down. I felt like the past two years disappeared entirely. I officially accepted wood back. I officially declared, I'm suddenly away from single and free and crazy wild life.

I miss them tho. I've never break the snap streaks. Still in contact with the A level bois.

Yip man them, of course. Rivergrass too. We talked a little recently. But that's pretty much enough for updating purposes.

Life has been busy, I miss them. The badminton squad. F9 squad. Loong squad. Idk when's the last time I saw Gold. Idk when's the last time I heart talk with ET. Idk what's Moon up to.

Sometimes in the middle of the night.
In the middle of a 2pm lecture.

I'd swipe through those photos. I'd hear their voices. Those laughters. My head would picture their smiles.

I miss them. I skipped a week of Sunday badminton because Wood wasn't free to fetch me that late, plus he hoped that I skip that session because of my bad arm. And this week we shouldn't be playing too much too cuz we both have a test on Monday.

But I miss them. After this week it would be the second week without badminton with them. Crazy, huh.

I had to squeeze my brain to remember what they said.
Loong said, he'd not let me go on my birthdays.
ET said, when they organize trips, he'd drag me along and let me have some new explorations.
He said, we're not the kind of friend that are gonna be hanging around for one to two years.

Yeah.

Believe them. Please. Yh.

He said, you're supposed to rest, because I didn't tell him the arm issue earlier and now it's worsening.

It scares me when he said, you'd not be able to lift your arm if you kept ignoring the weakness.

I'm not losing contact with them. I'm just taking a break.

"What makes you accept him back?"

Having this coming out from my diminish actually stings. I'm sorry.

Life told me, everything is temporary. This is why I took loads of photos with the gang. This is why, I took loads of photos with wood rn. I believe they will be gone, but still, I risked and got close to them.

Life are gonna take people away.
But I'll always remember them.

Hopefully it doesn't take my arm. If it does, Idk what channel I have in common with the squad.

Alcohol? You gotta be kidding me.

ET said, you're coming back every week for now, but that would be temporary. At the end, you'd have friends there and forget all of us.

No I won't. I might seem like I have, but I won't! You have no idea.

The idea of everything is temporary.
To think of it, ET was one of the people that helped me tru the two years. And this is how I developed his perception towards life.

It's heartbreaking how matured people would have a slight negative thinking, just because they've gone tru some real shits. I'm glad that they're happy, and able to accept people even with that mindset. It must be pretty hard.