Sometimes, friends aren't what we imagined. To me, I always thought friends in college aren't gonna be real friends. They'll either be friendly for benefits, or... just ignore you all the way tru life. Well I was wrong.
At least the group of girls aren't like that. They're not cold as imagined. There are crazy ones, cold ones, hyped ones. I'm the one, without much to talk. But hell no, the me that's in class isn't the real me. The real me was always in my head. I speak less, because I kept most of the thoughts inside my head, and maybe, write them all down here.
Today, June asked me a question that I'd run away if it was said by a boy. It was about my WA profile picture. Well, since you asked, I'm not gonna lie then. And she said, next time, I could talk to her if I'm feeling like that again.
That's something I didn't expect from her. In among our little group, there's me, Stomata! (sam's new nickname), June, Nabi's, and shell. Could say, the quiettest ones are June and I. And also, I felt slightly awkward with her, maybe because we just don't talk. Thank you for the offer, but it's okay. I drafted them all because nothing can help me, and no one can too.
It's really sweet of you guys.
The first day in our mpu class, I was worried that I couldn't form a group! But it wasn't as hard. I had bad times forming groups in highschool days, but in college they show up on their own, saying 'thank you' when I said yes to join.
Maybe I'll let myself out a little more often. Maybe I should try to trust them.....
Just don't let me regret, please?
It's tiring too. Drafting, drafting. Keeping thoughts in...
I don't want to not have someone that truly knows me at the end of the course anyway.. So yeah yh.
At least the group of girls aren't like that. They're not cold as imagined. There are crazy ones, cold ones, hyped ones. I'm the one, without much to talk. But hell no, the me that's in class isn't the real me. The real me was always in my head. I speak less, because I kept most of the thoughts inside my head, and maybe, write them all down here.
Today, June asked me a question that I'd run away if it was said by a boy. It was about my WA profile picture. Well, since you asked, I'm not gonna lie then. And she said, next time, I could talk to her if I'm feeling like that again.
That's something I didn't expect from her. In among our little group, there's me, Stomata! (sam's new nickname), June, Nabi's, and shell. Could say, the quiettest ones are June and I. And also, I felt slightly awkward with her, maybe because we just don't talk. Thank you for the offer, but it's okay. I drafted them all because nothing can help me, and no one can too.
It's really sweet of you guys.
The first day in our mpu class, I was worried that I couldn't form a group! But it wasn't as hard. I had bad times forming groups in highschool days, but in college they show up on their own, saying 'thank you' when I said yes to join.
Maybe I'll let myself out a little more often. Maybe I should try to trust them.....
Just don't let me regret, please?
It's tiring too. Drafting, drafting. Keeping thoughts in...
I don't want to not have someone that truly knows me at the end of the course anyway.. So yeah yh.
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