Arm

As the amount of times I play badminton reduce greatly... Yes it gets better. My arm gets better. At the same time, I get fatter. I get tired easily. I'm always super tired. I don't know why.

I feel the need to get back to court. It's just not right. Fucking hell. It hurts more to not play. Why is it not really completely recovering? I did everything he told me to do. I rest, I work out on the parts that are weak, but it's not gonna heal. Isn't it?

This is why, when I say "they will never get better," I mean it. It's not a curse. It's fact. Even breaking up heals better than this arm shit. Terrible.