Wood

Today we had clarifications. Haha. Finally, he's taking me seriously abt the middle finger. I seriously hate people who points me with that fucker. I don't mind if you point anyone else in the world. But to me? We're not friends anymore.

We had mcd after badminton. It was nice playing badminton after around two weeks. I'm 90% recovered, only left the shitty throat.

Today we had some serious talk.

Wood asked me about if I liked the boys. Moon, Loong, ET. I told him, for Moon maybe it sparked for a very short period. Cuz I couldn't stand many of the things he do, sparks went dead. Then for Loong, I told him that I like how gentleman he is, maybe that's all. Yeah.

He said
You definitely like ET. ET has the highest potential to be your bf. I can see how you look at him.

So this is where his insecurities come from...

I told him, nah. Maybe yes abt the highest potential. But nah. Cuz he's like a big brother. Like a long lost friend. He's the type that would never betray you. The kind of friend you'd run to and he'd be there for you. He'd see you starting to type paragraphs and straight away suggest to meet up instead.

He's fine with my answers.

It's cool how we can talk about stuff.
Sometimes I struggle to tell. There'd be battles in my heart. I'd have an inner tug of war. Usually, silence wins. But recently, we can talk.

Usually he'd melt me easily. He can make me really annoyed but make me smile back in seconds. It's cool how that happened.

It's cool how we happened.

Congratulations on patching back with your ex.
Thanks my friend. Miracles do happen when both parties work hard for it to happen. All we have to do is believe. I guess...

We're a month old. We can do better.