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Tuesday, 10 October 2017

Middle

When you're in the second layer of the burger. You get tucked inside the layer just under the bread part. The one on top is just the bread part. Not to say that it's not important, but... Least important compared to the bottom meat and all. Ok, bad metaphor.

When your close friend breaks up with his girl, while the girl is also your friend. When you finally hear stories from both parties, but your heart sides your friend. Your rationality sides your friend. When you think again and again, but still couldn't think about anything from the girl's side.

I tried to think, what if my closest besties replace this girl. The conclusion is still: you hurt him. But it happens, sometimes we all became the bitch. Sometimes, it just happens.

I was pretty damn nervous when she texted me. Honey. When I know what happened, I didn't immediately texted him to ask about what happened. I didn't ask you too of course. I care about you both, but if anyone I could ask, I only could hope for the best for both of you. But I know, I'm far away. I'm here, you are there. The only thing I could do is just wait, wait for the opportunity. I feel sorry, but I can't just bug in like that, it felt wrong.

I heard his story, and I was scared that she'd text me. It happened anyway. I didn't know what to say. "You're a bitch"? We're not even that close. Maybe we are. You've seen me in my ugliest form. You've seen me cry squatting in front of a basin. You've seen me drink and gotten high. You've seen me with my love.

Maybe we are close. But I don't trust you that much, honestly. There were bad impressions. I'm sorry for judging before knowing enough. Rumors are created for a reason. There will always be some parts true there. There will always be a reason if you get hated by your home team. Bad impressions doesn't make you a bad person, but proven events that comes after it makes you one.

After all, you broke him.

Hun how can you be ready to commit then not ready? It doesn't go the other way round. If you have that issue, you don't accept the guy. You don't waste his time, his life. He could've been out there, and could've found someone way worth everything than you. And not just getting restless nights thinking about what to do with you. If you have that issue, you say no. You let yourself suffer, you don't let the both of you suffer.

I was pretty damn speechless.

Yes. There's no right or wrong. But please judge yourself. Were you right, or were you wrong?

Thank you for being honest with him tho. So he'd leave you earlier and prevent further damages. So please really leave him alone. Why don't you?

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