Pre U.

I want to befriend bananas.

Chemistry was scary. Tuesday's and today's, are equally scary. It's like I've been away from studies since a long time ago. (Actually it was just a month ago) She threw us some handouts and said, we should know how to do. I was stunned, froze there looking at the question. It took few mins to process, and yep I remember how to do them. 

Today was much better. She and I were a little blur. The boys are smarter.

Okay. There's about 14 of us. The tables are four by four, few rows on each side, leaving a space in the middle. We had greater interactions since yesterday, that's why today was much better. I don't feel like sitting among in a group of strangers anymore.

Maybe I can handle it, I just have to work harder.

Hoodie came to talk to me. I think he's the only one who doesn't speak chinese. That compliment. Haha. It's been months since I heard it. Since he left.

I wish I blend in well. Ugh.