Badminton no more

So, I'm back from inti.

Sukma girl was planning to badminton today.(yesterday, actually, since it's midnight) Since Loong's season squad no longer invite guests... I'm a little sad actually. I liked organizer, and tattoo guy, and the other long haired guy. They're all cool peeps. Of course Loong. Distant is real. I told sukma girl, on.

In the morning I had two hour tutorial, it was when I walked, when I did daily activities, I realized my arm was in very very bad condition. I'd switch using my left arm when reaching for stuff. All the stuff. I think I need to get a new laptop bag due to the arm. I didn't even badminton on Tuesday, what the hell is wrong? I rested. And it's this bad.

He said, stop when it hurts.
How do I stop when it hurts if it hurts when I start? 

I used to say, my arm is fine. Cuz it's just weak, I play without pain. I don't mind the after effect. But now, it's not just weak. It hurts from each high hit. I can't hit high anymore? I can't smash anymore? The fuck?

And I planned to badminton on thurs. Wtf. And... There's sport fiesta coming up, I'm pairing with a Johor state player. Inti close is coming up, I want to go for singles.

But I'm so tired. Ugh.
Sukma girl told me to get acupuncture.
My heart tells me to go physio clinic for free treatment but that has to wait until.... Like two months later. Can my arm wait for another two months ?

Honestly this time it's really fucking dying.