I didn't want a long date anymore, but drama queen was expecting singk already. So why not? She was finally free. It was a nice date. Most of the talks were before the movie and during dinner. It was a lot a lot of update.
Well the first thing she saw me, she said I looked happier rn. That was odd. I haven't even start with the update. Well... I am happier.
It's nice to be able to catch up well. All the concerns can fuck off. There was nothing wrong with drama queen. But somehow I see the old us in her and her boy. Not gonna say it seems toxic. But... The boy is young. They both are each other's first love. What to expect? Learning in progress. So much trouble, but necessary.
From this I actually feel really lucky. I have someone so wise to guide me on this journey to be better, instead of learning through shit times then not knowing what to do when the other party didn't feel the same way. That's how my ex left. Mindset not transferred. Sending error. It was rejected. What to do? Haha.
I hope she's happy. Every argument should lead to better peace in the future, not more arguments regarding the same issue. Too pointless, and immature.
Life gonna be tough.
Exams gonna be tough oh gosh I should get my ass to study.
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