Don

So much has happened lately. The whole end of 2016 was so precious. A three day Penang trip with my psychs, a two days no night trip with Moon for the countdown, then an awesome experience with pabo at the radiostation.

I've gotten drunk a lil. I think I become a crazy hugger in that state. Because alcohol makes my head heavy I love to lean over. But no way I'm gonna reduce this. Beer is expensive. So freaking expensive. Glad I've snatched the receipt on that day. Omg. 92 for a ten mug pack. Wallet's crying. I owe them a lot. I probably didn't pay. I have no memory of me digging that much money out. Ohmy. My parents' gonna kill me if they know.

Do you have feelings for him?
Yeah I do. But I have to make sure that I'm fair to moon.
Pooh can't help much. I consult myself because if I didn't, I would be dead already. I know what I have to do. I know Wood's no good to me. Physically, I already let go, I did what I have to, but now I have to mentally let go too. No consultation can help that shit. Time can.

I am fair to moon, right?

When are you going to accept him?
I don't know. I think I'm such a mess. Why would he want a big mess like me? There's nothing I can do. I have to at least not let the past affect me first. Which is Idk when.

Fair enough?

I'm so sorry.