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Imagine when you're in college, you found a little stray pup. You brought her home, clean her up, she turned out to be a pedigree. They say, pedigrees have genetic problems so they only can have luxurious lives. Day by day she turns out to be the love of your life. A year later when your degree started, you could only be free for once a week.

What do you do? You didn't want to leave her home because you were afraid that she'd forget you, forget that you were the one who brought her home, then start to love the ones that took over your place.

What did you do, you stabbed the pup so hard, and left her at the roadside near your college so people wouldn't pick her up, while you could briefly monitor the other people interacting with her. You left her alone to bleed herself to death, returning once awhile to make her remember you. Your plan worked, as you knew how fierce she'd treat everyone else. She would bite anyone that reached out and still wags her tail excitedly seeing you despite how much more it would worsen the wounds. You want to make it last until you finish your studies, so you could fix her properly.

You didn't realize, there was someone special who managed to reach out for her, quietly mending her, stitching her up. However, she was only nice to the healer, but she still patiently waited for your return.

Until one day, you spot the two playing happily. Your heart sank. You thought, you had to win her heart back! You didn't know, the pup still tried to bite the pup each time the healer tries to bring her back. You abused her heart by accusing her that she has fell for the healer. You want to win her heart "back" but you didn't try anyway, because finally, you think it's better if she goes back with the healer, and she did.

Isn't it stupid?
If you couldn't commit, why wouldn't you leave her at home safely? Why did you stabbed her?

You couldn't afford a good reliable nanny.

That's no excuse to stab her, right?
Or do you still think it's a wise choice? Leaving her the ugliest scars.... Killing every hope she has? If you couldn't afford, you could keep her near you without hurting her.

But you almost killed her instead.

Then you say, "I couldn't give her the best life."

You think she couldn't live with you cuz you aren't rich. So she could live with the wounds?