.

He's mean, but in a cute way
He's fierce, but still can't stop me smiling staring at him
He's hardworking, it's ok a week without him
It's ok even if it's more than a week.
I survived a month without his hugs last year.
The most terrible month in my life.
Wait, maybe not the most.
If one day I see him in her arms,
That'll be most.

I wish she could be me, still
I'm prepared. No I'm not. I will never be.
I made a decision to love you less.
So if that day ever arrives, maybe life is still livable.
Just maybe.

Wish things never went that way.
Wish nothing went wrong
Wish you still love me. 

...
Guess you'll always be my every-year b'd wish.