Yesterday didn't started ok. Physically, mentally, both was kinda dying very very badly. I don't know what's with me, cuz when I stare at him, my head can't stop asking. Why did you left me. Etcetc.
Discipline is: smiling and laughing all the way even if you're crying inside.
So then, coach let us play something with punishment again. I was thinking, it's push ups. I'm doing them afterwards anyway. However. We have to partner with everyone, and one lose means 20reps. Alright.
There are two kinda beginner ones. Partnering them kinda makes the game very nervous. Because we'll have the same aim: Aim the girl.
So these three sets kinda brighten it up. I'm glad I didn't make a fool of myself in front of him. Backed up slightly better for the girl. Yeah the girl everyone was aiming at. Ooh gosh partnering her is just.. you have to get ready to fly to any furthest corner at any time.
I think he believed when I said I didn't lose. He was just playing around. :)
He thinks I'm being a lazy ass, not exercising everyday. Well. That's how I know he abandoned this... I had a one month anniversary streak. It'll be day 33 today. Maybe he hasn't notice the change. I'll work out more.
But my studies are in trouble ugh. Especially maths. Dyyyingggg.
Anyways yesterday ended well.
Hug a bit?
Just a bit.
<3 I love to be that close to him.
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