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I miss you.

I know you want me to let go, I tried but I couldn't. So from now, I'll pretend to look like I've given up on you. I'll look like I don't love you anymore. Deep down, I'll try to kill all that stuff I have for you.

I'll always love you in a way that you'll never realize it anymore. That's for our sake.

I hope this could stop giving you pressure. I hope I help you in any way. I hope because of this, we could turn back to how it looks like: senior and junior. You're a senior that I'll always admire.

One day, you'll leave my heart forever. You're toxic, and I will try to let go.