We went to visit someone today. Hospitals are scary. Not saying that I've been hospitalized before. It's scary. It's scary because of that day. It's scary when someone knows their own condition and has to sit back and let the WBC do their job. And that facial expression is scary too. I was dead worried.
Sometimes, I miss him so much, I have to tell myself how healthy and well he is, to be able to get back on my life. I have to tell myself that he's fine and there's nothing to worry.
I've put up a snap without caption. He saw and asked about it.
We might have ended, but it's a 100% that he cares. For that, I'm a very lucky person. People aren't meant to be happy, I guess. Bad things happen all the time once you realized how happy you are.
I think I should burn my diaries.
Sometimes, I miss him so much, I have to tell myself how healthy and well he is, to be able to get back on my life. I have to tell myself that he's fine and there's nothing to worry.
I've put up a snap without caption. He saw and asked about it.
We might have ended, but it's a 100% that he cares. For that, I'm a very lucky person. People aren't meant to be happy, I guess. Bad things happen all the time once you realized how happy you are.
I think I should burn my diaries.
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