Dreams, dreams, nightmares show it all.

People do ask me questions, but I never seem to answer them properly. Why did you broke with him? Did you actually move on? Are you over it? Etc.

God knows. I don't know. Haha.

Had a dream where I was in a huge ass library with yip man and new fish. We were at a super high floor. Idk what shit library was that but there were many many floors. He popped up with his new girl. My first reaction was to leave, obviously. So I actually threw yip man and newfish behind, and just went off super quick, walking down any floors, then settle down somewhere, alone.

I was enjoying company of my own. And I saw him again with his new girl. This time, I thought it was tiring. I walked towards her and said, I'm actually very surprised you two are still together, trust me, that won't last. She gave the most annoyed face ever, while he dragged me away, and asked me why wouldn't I talk properly to her.

And there I was dead pissed. My mind was all the annoying couple photos he put up on insta. I replied, how could you expect me to talk properly when you can't even talk properly? If you chose to talk properly, did you think we still would've been apart?

I dive my torturing nails into his skin. I was mean enough to hurt him. I was dead pissed. If I'm not mistaken I even had angry tears in that stupid dream.
And he didn't even fight back or anything. Just seemed like he wanted to put off my fire, but he can't. He can never. He had the guilty eyes, like he was fakely longing for a chance to gain back an old friend.

What was that all about? Super disgusting. I had two dreams about library. It was the weirdest ever tbh. Two library dreams in one same sleep. That was the second one anyway. The first one, I went to yuk chai's library. It was so much childhood memory lol. And I actually saw people from my batch, stealing books. Lmao. They saw me and were like omg it's yh. She's a librarian don't let her catch us. Lol.

Ok life is weird. Pls stop having dreams. Truth will be truth. I might not have to answer people properly. Eventually, the answers appear in our dreams. Fuck life.