It still bothers me a lot. Tbh. A lot. They enjoy it isn't it ? Leaving some extreme after effects behind. They enjoy seeing you suffer. They enjoy it whenever they know, you can't move on. It makes them feel superior, like they're unforgettable. But that's not the case, that's not.

ET disgusts me. No matter how his friends love him, he disgusts me. Maybe cinnamon loves him. Cinnamon suits him. She has her own little issues, things that made her her. Still, he disgusts me. Behind all that sweet appearance, I think... They're definitely fucked up at some point. I wonder who can be with ET without being manipulated. I think it's funny, he manipulated me into thinking that he's such an important friend. Maybe he was. But as a partner in life, he sucked as fuck. He can be the worst.

That couldn't affect me. I've made a clean cut. Let's please exclude the part I went with his squad. As long as he's not there, it's fine I think. He disgusts me, but his friends don't. Haih.