My coach is pretty damn wise.

Today, stared, bear™ and I went with coach to help him for an event. I was pretty damn tired on the entire process. Probably should sleep more and stop being nocturnal.

At the end of the event, we went to eat lunch, twice. Crazy. Coach even went to bring along his one friend. Lucky we got a bigger table. So from there, he told his friends that I'm super well behaved. HAHAA. It's the funniest thing I've ever heard of. I think if he knows my true colours he'd be pissed. I'm violent, revengeful sometimes, and have super extreme shit attitude. But of course during training or events, I'm the student, crew, and I follow his ways with much order. Gosh, I'm sorry coach.

He gave an analyze about us. Stared's seem to be constantly daydreaming, bear™ aren't solid, while I speak blurly. HAHA. He's right tho. I usually never tell good stories. My sis gets tired of half of my stories. But recently I'm better at that, probably because these people pissed me off greatly that I clearly know what I'm scolding them about. Another analyze, he said I have some smart thinking, while stared uses full force. HAHA. Even funnier. But I think most girls need and will have that kind of thinking, since we're smaller, less stronger. To be independent is to think smart, and we will achieve all the impossible shits alone. How cool is that. Boys don't have brains. They can be strong without brains. So they use the most dangerous methods and finish the job, which is mad. Uhh.

The klang uncle seems to be a science person. Once he knew about me studying biotech, he started talking bout the career opportunities abroad. Haha. Nice uncle.

"Weak" is not the word you can use, alex. Since you're one of the worst disgrace in mankind, I'm not gonna censor your name. Why did I even nicknamed my exes zzz. Sometimes I feel like unfollowing this particular badminton group. But seems like this is the second last only one active. But it has such unhealthy people. Botak, june, alex. Salty fish got cheated by you bunch of people. The people who clubs, drinks, parties. These kind of stuff is starting to disgust me. Weak. Yes my arm is weak, are you willing to give me money so I can fix my arm? Sundays are like days I'm impossible to play. He was right, even tho now I hate him. I can't play double session, I can't even play consecutively for days. I can't lift my arm because of that. Hah. Weak? Look in the damn mirror, you hit so far for what? What are you trying to achieve in life? You can't even be a responsible husband, now clinging with salty fish, you can't even be a responsible bf to her, you can't even be a responsible dad to your child cuz you fucking sell cigar. Look who's weak. Do you think it's fun clubbing everyday? Let's see who's gonna be weak on their forties. Still young, eh? Drink. One day, your blackout lasts forever, you wouldn't be able to remember anything. Let's not even talk about the ability to badminton. The ability to comment how weak people are just because you definitely know their lives.

I admit I'm having extreme shitty temper recently. Anyone can offend me and get my shits. Moon, alex, ET. Anyone. A friend can do one wrong move, I blacklist you forever as being a shitkind. This I'm not talking bout moon la. A senior, Zien. Just anyone. Even my aunt. Recently I started back using earphones to save her from getting killed by me. Just cuz she's a fucking fucktard and I definitely should block her existence by using such easy method. Maybe I'm dying. What is this temper.

Life's pretty shitty, anyway.