Have you ever wonder, what kind of hell you're putting me through? Like how am I supposed to manage all this shit
You only thought about how hard it was for you. You only thought about it's not getting better then we should break.
And I'm here, thinking it still could work. Give up, give up. Everything we've veen through, just stop. Enough. Huh?
If there is a will, there is a way.
You shouldn't have asked if I'm willing to if you yourself aren't willing to. You shouldn't have been scared of me unable to deal with the hard times cuz you yourself can't.
You shouldn't have made me stay when I was about ti give up. You shouldn't have said all those things when you can't do them. You can't.
I'm sick of everything, wood.
I used to think love didn't exist cuz it's a hard thing to find, two people willing to want each other. And then I found you, and you found me. But, easily you gave up.
The first time I gave my everything to one person. And he pushed me away. The first time I believed in forever and you did that cruelly.
The first time I cry daily for a guy that doesn't want to deal with hard times with me. The first time, I can't handle it well.
The first time, will be the last time. If I cry for you again, I'm the dumbest bitch in the world.
Believing you is what I regret the most.
Giving you my everything, and you made it shatter without any fragments left.
You, I will never ever believe.
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