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Every day. Usually nights. Sometimes mornings. I have this urge to tap into our conversation and say something. Everytime! 

But then I'm better at resisting it now.

And still I don't know what to imagine. A future without you, or a future with you returning?
Like a min ago, oh gosh I almost lost it.
I still can't handle it. The thought of thaaat. So Yeah let's just not think about it. Eventually time will kill me fast enough. So leave it. Damn, time.

Gosh these days I'm craving lots of food. But I wanna keep fit. And I have to, too. Eating outside that frequently are giving me sore throat.
It's been two weeks lmao.
Don't give me coughs. Please. Sore throat and runny nose shits are damn enough.

Thursday we're getting results.

I am very very ready to cry few days. Luckily violin cancelled. Maybe I'll meet up shortly with lychee, get the damn results, then run back to cry.
Let me get over this quick, and concentrate well on current studies.
Ohgosh ..
I wanna eat pizza.
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I wanna say. Sorry to that 2015 me, that allowed myself to take the fucking exam in that fucking hell state. Sorry to that me, for giving people the power to make me like that. I'll try to not let that happen anymore.

Ohgosh give me pizza.