.

I don't know what's with me. Again, this time, auto rewinding.

Certain memories can suffocate me.

I feel like I'm living in a nightmare.

I remember playing truth or truth with my friends. They asked what's the thing I fear the most.

The answer was: losing you.

I can't sleep. You're really loud. The sound of you calling me. The sound of us.

I want it to stop.

Every fucking midnight, stuck in this shit.
Unable to sleep,
All because. This.

I can't breathe.
Please, stop it.
Allow me to put it aside.

I just wanna concentrate on things worth living.

Am I going to live every fucking day like this?
Absolute fucking hell.

I must have been a murderer from my past life.
The punishment: live everyday feeling like dying.