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想笑又想哭。

These days, we didn't fight. We didn't argue. There's nothing wrong. Sometimes he tagged me in posts, sometimes he randomly talks to me. I only talk to him when stuff are happening, or when I have excited things that I'd love to share.

And his reactions are priceless. He's adorable. He's sweet.

I still see sad posts, listen to sad music, and my heart breaks a little. I use his photos, our photos to overcome that sadness and go on with my life. Im scared but I don't care. I've lost him and there's nothing else I can do.

I've tried. Of course he knows I still love him. The only thing I have to wait for, is his final reply. I'll wait for him to say, let's get back together. I'll wait for him to agree to make this relationship work again. I'll show him the change and I won't screw it up anymore.

It's my fault, and I will fix this shit. He knows I'm still waiting. And he knows that I won't give up. I'll  let him realize, I will never ever leave him no matter how bad the situation goes.

I'll be alright