I've been driving

It's finally Friday tomorrow. I've been looking forward to Saturday. Hope he comes. It's getting extreme. Missing him. Listening to too many songs lately. Ugh should stop. Studied so efficiently this afternoon.

So much drama in college. I wonder if everywhere else are like that. Or maybe I should get off the internet to avoid that negativity. Yeah definitely should quit that shit.

Badminton badminton Imiss badminton I miss him I miss long 8 hour sleeps I miss giving him a big fat hug and seeing those smiles I miss him calling me I miss everything.

Such torture.

Oh right new update. I've been driving to college. Third time driving an auto car. It's not as hard as manual (duh) but it's still fucking scary. Cuz I can't assume the distance. I look at the side mirror but still can't predict if it's safe to switch lane with a car back at that distance. My mom said I drive like a turtle, so it's safe. My sister kept telling me to speed up but I'm just too damn nervous. And I monotone scream whenever I think I couldn't make it to that right lane but I need to turn right (aaaaah).. driving is still scary. My sister wants to play with her phone, but I kept asking her questions so she has to mentally drive with me lmao. I wish I get to drive without those 100000 worries and get better quick. Yeah. $*$*#? Why are there... so many cars on the road *cries*

There's not much difference. If one day my parents can let me drive independently.... according to confession page, there's not much space in the school parking anyway. I'm not gonna risk parking illegally. No.

:/