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I just saw one of those screenshot memes. Ah whatever they call it. Not exactly memes.

Something about goodnight.
Her sending "Goodnight" at 6:43pm when she's mad at him.

I miss his goodnight texts.
So I tried to flashback. What did he say everytime after a fight to not let me sleep off with that fucked up mood.

And it's killing me, because, I can't remember.
He'd call me. And I hear his voice, and that's enough to make everything better.

But when he didn't call,, what did he said?

Stupid WA has the search function.
I searched "slept". Assuming, he'd ask "Slept?" In that situation.

Rewind and rewind. The word appeared many times. I've said it, he said it too. After we broke up. The day.we broke up.
Days before.

Until he days there were "love you" at the ends of convo.
Or kisses emoji.

And there's no turning back cuz I've screwed up TONIGHT.

I thought I'm metal hearted now I thought I can smile and laugh to every situation no matter how fucked up it is.

Weak bitch.

I'll fix it. One day,
It won't be something I have to search for, so far behind chat histories. I'll fix us. We're just bent.

Cuz relationships can't end like that.