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I screwed up slope. The first time, in driving practice, I screwed up slope. Wow.

Well.

Gosh, our dear driving instructor was telling me about how one of the students were being unreasonable, and she was so pekcek she hit my lap.

Fucking hurts.
Yesterday I can't feel my legs when I bend them, so I'm walking like I'm using fake legs, feeling like falling constantly. Big no no to stairs. Today? Worse! If I never mentioned, the stairs to my bed are freaking tall. Old people can't bear it, their knees will hurt. You can imagine the height.

And now I'm like gosh I need to eat pizza. And spaghetti. Wait I Want hot food. But no it's earthquake season of hell, tsunamis happen. And these peeps drinking cold beverage in front of me, that I'm trying to avoid it for the rest of my life. I think I can do that. It's just sometimes, if those drinks are rare and special, I'm gonna drink it. Same for ice cream. $#&¿>>¿ I need pizza. Fuck

I should hibernate and avoid further gaining weight and skip all those painful shit.

*criess*

And so, naaaap.
I wish everyone has to go tru this so it's fair. Every time I think of how much time I wasted on this... unfair. So much to do. Especially, boys. They don't have to be bothered at all.

I can't believe my legs hurt so bad to move I rather skip lunch and sleep to avoid moving(Remember, I can't resist food?)
Hoho fml. 18 years of birthday, tomorrow would be the worse one. I'd be forced to take the lift down three floors, damn it. Nooo. Ughfuck..
*cries a flood*