Wood:)

Joints sore. Headache can't go away. Sore throat is much better but fever and sweating like hell. I wish it's nothing bad. I never skipped any day of vitamin. Yes I always cursed myself. But then, I have hope in us. I think we can make it, some day. Even if not, I'll have to bear with it. I'll be okay.

But for now I wanna focus on studies. So please, pathogens. Leave me alone and let me have the strength to work hard. I want to study. I need that energy I used to have. I can't waste any more time here in bed. It's killing me.

Just give me back that strength. Exhausted.

Wood wood cares. I think.
I tagged him in some fb stuff. He tagged me too, in some. I just want him to know, whenever I see nice things, I think of him. I always think of him, and he's always at the top in my heart. I think he felt that. It's just another way to tell him, hey, I miss you and I care about you. I'll just tag you here so I can imagine you smile when watching, and that's enough. Keep up with your work, and stay fine and healthy. Yeah, that's all I need. I don't need to start a chat with him to tell him I care and I love him. This is another way to remind him.

I'm happy he started a chat with me. Even tho it's hell freaking short, it's adorable. He's just nice. :) I wish we get better. I wish he's always okay. I love him that much. And it just soothes me knowing he might not be as well as now if we officially got back together. But if one day that miracle happens, I will thank everyone in this planet that makes that happen. I will not take it for granted. Love is a choice. If he wants me back as a choice, I will make sure he doesn't regret. Damn I'm dying.

Get well soon yh. Many battles ahead.