I wanna cry everytime I drive. I can feel my shoulders stiff and tensing up. My foot out of control. My mind going crazy.
It's just so not my thing. I'm scared of the road even after I learnt how to cross the road on my own. I'm scared of the road even more, when learning to drive. And now I have my license, it's fucking scary.
I don't wanna cause traffic jam. I don't wanna cause accidents. Yeah I would like to die, but wouldn't want to cause trouble to anyone else. I don't wanna drive.
........ and it's not getting better. Cuz I'm damn scared of every single vehicle when I get near them, when they get near me. Ugh. What can I do! It's not a game.
Oh gosh.
How can I handle a vehicle all by myself..
I can't do this shit.
Help
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