Sick

I remember from house of night, that set of awesome vampire school series, it says young vampyres (fledgings who weren't completely vampyres yet) goes to the fledging school and undergoes "changes" before they become a real vampyre.

And there are fledgings that don't finish the process. They just die. It's called, rejecting the change. And when they do, they cough like mad, and cough blood, and die.

I was in lychee's place today. And I felt like a fucking rejected fledging. Without the blood of course. Oh people are asking me. Yh, you can sleep,?? Even before the day you get results?

Of course I can. I can because I was damn fucking tired. But then after I wake up to catch up whatever studies, I can't sleep. And the reason is,,  my throat is fucking dry and WATER HELP NO SHIT. (That's how a rejected fledging feels like, I guess.) Luckily I wasn't in an exam hall or stuff like that. There's just lychee being hell nervous bout the results, and me *coughing crazily madly hell*
I feel damn fucking hydrated but damn fucking dehydrated. Yes, ironic! But that's how it's like!!
%&$(#)";=;'(

I wanna breathe without not wanting to breathe. Get me? And Google won't tell me how to get that soft palate hydrated. No. Nothing soothes it. It's like desert there, even tho a mouthful of saliva. Zzzzzzzzzzz Being unwell ISN'T FUN. At least I can stay awake now. Tell me how to breathe without being annoyed with the throat, please. Been daaays.

4.17 am.
Oh no. Oh nononono. Wrong time. Why am I awake. As I said, I can stay awake, partly thanks to the throat. Sometimes, everywhere doesn't felt right. I couldn't decide how to breathe. Use nose, I dry out the part above soft palate and the whole nasal pathway; use mouth, I dry out the throat, lips and the whole freaking roof. I should just stop breathing.

I figured out why the word sore is created like that. It sores like how sawing it hurts. That strepsils commercial. SAW THROAT.

ok ignore me bye. Just trying to fall back asleep.

He's sweet. :3