.

Life isn't perfect. I might, used to be the happiest person in the world. But maybe I can continue to be. He's still there. I hope not just in my illusion. He's still there, even tho he looks like he left.

I'm okay having him partially here. I'm okay enough like this. I'll live like this and hope for the best. I wish he knows, there's this person here, that will never give up on him no matter what.

I'm not a stupid idiot doing stupid shits.
It's worth the wait.

If at the end, he finds someone else,

 

I'll talk about it if only that happens.
Only if.

Everyday counts. So I'll just.. pretend that won't happen. I'll just think it the positive way. That's the only way to make the waiting process livable, right?

Mixiu, wood.