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As I say yes, and yes, I started to worry more. What is this. He's too nice. Like really too fucking nice. I cannot accept that, I shouldn't.

Even tho sometimes I tell myself, I used to think he was the best. But there are great guys out there too.

Then came another voice: the ones that look nice will end up being jerks. Don't fall for their trap. The scariest camouflage is being nice.

I'm actually scared. Yeah I better be.

Some people will be gentleman. Very. Overly.
Well it's just manners. If it's not, I better start being mean. But how can I ever be mean to this guy?

Please, man. We're great badminton buddies right? I appreciate everything. But please, treat me like sydney. Haih it's frustrating.