You know,, those kissy emojis.... I used to use the one with the heart, while wood used to use the one without a heart. Other than that, only my very amazingly psych friends would use it.
What if a boy uses it?
I fucking cringe every time he did. It's been wrong. Everything's so wrong. If you're close with a badminton buddy, and he brings you out to all his badminton groups, and you guys have a great time together because you both are badminton addicts.
What if he falls for you?
Being chatty is okay. Then caring a lot is okay. When he knows bout your weakest spot, and tries to make you better, is that okay? Is that too much?
Hey read this book. It's written by an author that I like alot. Maybe it can help.
Boundless compliments and encouragements are okay, but... constant questions about what are you doing, is that okay?
It's like a habit talking to you now.
Well don't fall for me okay?
Who knows, in the future
Please don't, I like it this way.
Really. Even if now you start to appear in my dreams, I sincerely think that you'd be a fucking awesome friend.
I finally had the guts to do something about the emojis.
*Kissy emojis*
Hey. Please don't use that emoji, I'm veryyy uncomfortable with it *inserts laugh emojis*
Okay
You're definitely a great friend.
That book didn't help getting over my ex. I partially got over him before you borrowed it to me.
I knew it long before he broke up with me. I knew our relationship was killing both of us.
I just didn't want to accept it. I've accepted it now.
I just think of him sometimes, slightly depressed sometimes.
The book made me questioned myself, should I risk my heart and try to believe again?
Someone said that "Love, not time, heals all wounds."
Then maybe I would live with that wound forever.
Would you give your very best to someone, when you're certained that it wouldn't last?
All that effort unappreciated, yet bashed into nothing. Isn't it better if it all didn't happen ?
Sometimes when I think of how I've friendzoned some people who tried to be chatty...
Wouldn't it hurt the same if I lost a friend like this? How quiet my life would be without him.
So it's your habit talking to me now? It's a habit to me too, you know? Even tho I didn't customize your notification, I checked my phone quite often because of you. Feel free to be honored. I made my phone quiet, because I break a little each time having notifications that wasn't from him. I wasn't mean to you at all, because I didn't wanna get rid of you in my life. I picked my words even when you've typed something I felt uncomfortable with, because you're starting to appear somewhere in my list. Priority list.
Friends
U
Can
Keep. (notice the initials)
Hehh. You're one of them. Wood used to be one too, but we accidentally fell for each other, and it ruined everything.
Suddenly I'm worried.
People come and go. Do you?
What if a boy uses it?
I fucking cringe every time he did. It's been wrong. Everything's so wrong. If you're close with a badminton buddy, and he brings you out to all his badminton groups, and you guys have a great time together because you both are badminton addicts.
What if he falls for you?
Being chatty is okay. Then caring a lot is okay. When he knows bout your weakest spot, and tries to make you better, is that okay? Is that too much?
Hey read this book. It's written by an author that I like alot. Maybe it can help.
Boundless compliments and encouragements are okay, but... constant questions about what are you doing, is that okay?
It's like a habit talking to you now.
Well don't fall for me okay?
Who knows, in the future
Please don't, I like it this way.
Really. Even if now you start to appear in my dreams, I sincerely think that you'd be a fucking awesome friend.
I finally had the guts to do something about the emojis.
*Kissy emojis*
Hey. Please don't use that emoji, I'm veryyy uncomfortable with it *inserts laugh emojis*
Okay
You're definitely a great friend.
That book didn't help getting over my ex. I partially got over him before you borrowed it to me.
I knew it long before he broke up with me. I knew our relationship was killing both of us.
I just didn't want to accept it. I've accepted it now.
I just think of him sometimes, slightly depressed sometimes.
The book made me questioned myself, should I risk my heart and try to believe again?
Someone said that "Love, not time, heals all wounds."
Then maybe I would live with that wound forever.
Would you give your very best to someone, when you're certained that it wouldn't last?
All that effort unappreciated, yet bashed into nothing. Isn't it better if it all didn't happen ?
Sometimes when I think of how I've friendzoned some people who tried to be chatty...
Wouldn't it hurt the same if I lost a friend like this? How quiet my life would be without him.
So it's your habit talking to me now? It's a habit to me too, you know? Even tho I didn't customize your notification, I checked my phone quite often because of you. Feel free to be honored. I made my phone quiet, because I break a little each time having notifications that wasn't from him. I wasn't mean to you at all, because I didn't wanna get rid of you in my life. I picked my words even when you've typed something I felt uncomfortable with, because you're starting to appear somewhere in my list. Priority list.
Friends
U
Can
Keep. (notice the initials)
Hehh. You're one of them. Wood used to be one too, but we accidentally fell for each other, and it ruined everything.
Suddenly I'm worried.
People come and go. Do you?
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