8am.
So exhausted. I feel dumb for waking this early. But the transportation would be more convenient this way. I'm gonna follow my sister to the mall, then meet up with legend after they drop her. Tbh I'm afraid of getting late when it comes to meeting up with people. Arriving early is safer. Probably gonna fall asleep in the shop. I should've slept earlier last night omfg. I actually still feel a little sad to be forced to give up on women's doubles. Supposingly it's gonna be fun. Yesterday I went there but I didn't exactly wasted time. Time well spent, even tho I saw how scarily good the girls play... Idk, it just released the tension, and I got excited to play. Turned out there wasn't much to play. Haaaizzzz.
So legend and I went together by the van. I actually slept. Not a satisfying nap. We got there too early and kinda joined the rest of them at mamak. And guess what, these crazy ass people are just so good at gossiping. They teased legend bout a girl idk who, then my partner mj about his little mistske when he made himself sound gay, then me abt moon. Ughh. Can't guys and girls have pure friendship?
I saw pax the moment I put down my bag and scanned the court. He saw me too. Even tho he's from Taylor's, he still did gave his professional advices. Damn he was so good. Idol. I watched him during semis. The opponent was good too, but. There's an obvious difference. Sometimes you give one short stare and you'd know who's gonna win. Yeah he's just that good. I don't feel like a traitor at all, congratulating him.
Moon came after these crazy asses told him to. They freaking liars. But I didn't stop him because he wants to come anyway. Issh they made it a little awkward. I kicked voon! Gladly. Damn face problem.
5pm
It ended pretty fast. I honestly hope someone took a video of it, so I can aim my weakest parts. Almost all of us lost, including my partner and I, duh.
I think I was too ready for this, but I never looked at the schedule properly. So our names were called. We went. I saw their blue matching shirts. "Taylor's". I know what that means. It means we're losing. Duh. It didn't went well. We were lucky at the start cuz my damn nettings didn't fail me, but after awhile, it did. It just took such a short time to lose a game. But I couldn't recall it very nicely cuz I probably freaked out. Haih. I gotta improve.
I'm so tired. I'd collapse in bed right away rn if I didn't have plans tonight. I wish wood can reply me rn so I know when to get prepared, and maybe sleep before that. `&$*#(#(#
Even tho wood never broke movie promises before. (Wait, actually he did, just once) I almost made myself think he'd call it off last minute. Yup it happened. When you overthink, you have the power to make it happen. Such an ass. I wanna give him my strongest punch I can ever pull out. I FORGIVE HIM. But still, asshole.
I spent the night with my bed, it's the best night ever if I didn't get woken up by my sister.
He's a great guy, they say.
He'll never do whatever your ex did, they say.
Everyone sided him and tried persuading me to be with him. What the hell. Psychos. I really hope we're not gonna involve any of these stuff. If being friends made everything just well, why do they always ruin it with a confession then shits? Why?? Before shits happen I'm just gonna pray it wouldn't happen. Like please.
Break ups are so scary they can tore anything apart. At the end both sides lose a potential best friend. It's just so stupid. Just a moment of fairytale thinking costs this much pain.
And this is what the crazy peeps don't understand.
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