Drink

So four days ago was our A levels reunion. I think it's funny, we're not entirely super duper close but we could talk abt shits for hours. It's a good thing, actually. So we never feel too connected, we never feel too distant too. Kinda sad when it comes to loong part. He's so cool it's hard to not feel distant anymore. He's distant anyway.

The day after was another typical very good Saturday. That day was the day I die from whiskey. A family dinner, with my two most alcoholic uncles sitting on my right. They couldn't stop refilling my glass. Not shot by shot, double instead. I think he pours two shots in each glass. Then I have no fucking clue how many glass I had. At least more than 6?? Idk. But it's death. Whiskey gave a strong after effect. It made that entire mother's day meal tasteless. It was probably good food but I was off. It reached the head-spinning level right after I stepped out of the restaurant. But I'm quite proud that I maintained a sober look in front of my fam. The hangover was pretty fucking bad. I drank plain water, and threw up plain water. I sent texts with shitty order to ET. Embarrassing. I played badminton with that shitty hangover the next day. Resting made me so sleepy I yawned until I cry, while in the court I felt like throwing up. Ffs. I'm happy the girls planned to move our night out to Monday.

It was probably the best Monday ever. We went to solaris, Innbar. First time for me. First time shisha, too. I think it wasn't really good. Idk. I didn't feel anything. Then we played like many many games, different games. Just us four girls, sukma girl 95, drax 96, jeh 97 and I 98. Damn, I find it hard to find codenames for people recently. So Jeh stayed at my place for the night because she has a curfew. Poor thing. We started with games then with a lot a lot of talk. I realized I know a lot of games. Thanks to ET squad. I realized I actually can drink. Thanks to ET squad too. The talks are the important one. Jeh took two glasses for the entire night, drax took more than that but still, super less. I think only sukma girl and I really drank like on fire.

Two of them took down the shisha thingy.
Two of us took down a tower of carlsberg. And we be like "Let's order another bucket." Too high. Haha. The EDM gets better at midnight. The deep convo starts. I asked about sukma girl's sexualty. Drax asked about my ex. We even talked about virginity? It's like an open convo already. We all matured. Ahahahaha. So open. We even talked about friends. How do we actually feel at fcuc? We all were pretty lonely. I'm like we don't connect. She's like me too. And she's like I only feel connected when playing badminton. I thought four of us aren't really close. Turned out... We're actually only happy when we get together. Too sweet. Not gonna forget that. We talked about.. people whose into us, or the other way. Too funny. Drax was like legend has no experience, that's why he freaked me out. Drago too, hilarious. And I'm like moon did what before, once. We good.

I think we should have more nights out with girls instead of just guys. Girls are pretty fun too. And we look after each other without any doubt. Always reminding. Girl you need to take good care of your glass, cuz if imma not so close guy with bad intentions, you don't know what I'd do to your drink. Yass. Great drinking session. One tower and a bucket got me to slight spinning phase, but still talkative.

I'm glad ET squad trained me to drink beer instead of others. I think I improved.