Idk if I should be happy or seriously sad.

So I asked for a slot today, loong said, welcome. I asked, you coming? It's the last time I'm joining. He said, tbc. Alright.

I asked moon for a sneak peek. I went, saw organizer, saw loong, saw the couple. That didn't disappoint me. They were good games. Doc was late. But we had little convos, good enough. Loong, nah. Idk what happened. Seriously dk what happened.

At the end of the day, I asked, supper ? They were kinda on. But then, dk what happened. Dk what happened and everyone disappeared. Disappointing. Didn't expect the day to end that soon..

I wish I never rejected loong when he used to jio baddy regularly each week. I wish I didn't mind overtraining just once in a week, how bad can my arm go? Look at me. I still can play isn't it? I shouldn't have listened to my ex all the time.

Biggest regret.

Doc sent me home. I think he sensed my disappointment. Sigh. How is it not disappointing? Everything's just not the same once ET is not here. Everything's just off. Loong loves ET so much it's that sweet. Haha.

Why did I dumped everything aside for a guy who played with my heart? I'm a fool.