IT'S SUCH A HAPPY DAY. I MEAN HAPPY DAYS.
I'm gonna start with the plans. The plans with pineapple. It was so awesome. OK yesterday the two older pineapples planned a party for the little pinapple. Fuck I know it's confusing. Anyway, the venue was located in 1u. So pineapple was like why not I go there we can go over to her place together, then overnight. Sounds like a plan! So I said yes super easily, my dad said ok super easily.
In the morning, I had two hours of training then a mcd burger then two hours of baddy with Loong's squad. So happy. ET was well enough to play. It was sad seeing him go. Ughhh another two weeks. All this badminton. Ooh I saw lchean at champion. He has this very funny voice. And he was like "Single?" Lmao. I singled with crisp, two sets, died. Then chewing gum was there too. He evil. Pooh was there! She said it's pretty obvious about my mood swings lol. Yup. Kinda. But she said recently she saw me posting loads of positive vibes. Yes. Of course. I'm happy, happy as hell. Who else was there. Loong. Ahh. In some ways, I miss that we were slightly closer.
Baddy ended. Let's just start from the overnight trip. Trip to 1u. I hogged popular just because. Wow it has so many good books on sales, temptations, but I controlled well. But I didn't control it well for tealive. I don't miss my ex, I missed tealive. Crazy.
When I met with the pineapples we went for grocery shopping, then kaison window shopping. It was nice. It was tiring. Tiring as hell. Oh what did we do last night. At her place, first it was coco snuggling, then, private girl talk time! Wow pineapple did gave me a nice update. That's my bff how could I possibly not know so many things? Tbh she was really hard to conquer. HAHA. I had been asking each time we met. She'd stay mysterious, and I didn't push her at all. It was no pressure. This time, she told all. I'm honoured. And it was such a nice environment. At her condo's nice table with the city lights as the view. And the dim, sipping baileys (coffee alcohol), the candle, the soft music. A lot of update from each other. Not gonna write here. So awks. And then, little pineapple came to ask for her present. It's adorable seeing these three interact, sibling goals. Cheesy af. Pineapple's the strict big sister. Ahh sweet. And then we had LIMINCINO. Hard liquor, I looked it up it's actually lemon plus vodka. FUCKING GOOD. It's really good. Ahh. 30% alcohol, I took three shots, sip by sip. Too good. And I think I was at the slightly talkative phase. I actually talked a lot to middle pineapple. She's really nice to talk to. And so cute. Gah. They two were so cute back then. Now they've become three pretty ladies. Ah. Hell. And there goes EDM. There goes I'm not tired anymore.
We both kinda woke up at 3am from our separate dreams. She had a nightmare and kicked me. Lol. I was awake tho when she kicked. I had a dream of ginger telling me that he used to like me. Took me an entire day to recall that. MUSTN'T BE REAL. Anyway, we woke up to the plans: walk the dog, eat, haircut, swim, eat.
I must mention. I don't wanna forget. COCO IS SO CUTE. I can't believe our friendship is same age as coco but coco is probably older. 11 human years, damn, she's an old dog. The first eat was at DJ. All the way from mk to dj. Crazy huh. I can remember how that grab driver made me proud of my driving. It was really good food. Haircut. Um. Let me say something funny. I've lived 20 years without having a haircut outside which requires money. It's new to me. Pineapple was staring and be like this is the first time I'm seeing you getting a haircut. I said, it's my first time too. Lol. It's nice. Lucky I didn't put on my helices. I already wanted to scream out three times when she hit my recent newest piercing. The outcome was ok. I think, new to me. So short, so comfortable, but still messy. Duh what did I expect. But I think I can suggest this cutting method to mom so that my fringe can stop getting longer than the hair behind lmao.
Swimming after a haircut. Can you imagine the hair we left into the pool? Awesome. Don't care. It was so nice. I probably didn't swim for four years. Maybe three. Duno. The last time I recall a pool was sunway lagoon trip with the 38s, which was like four years ago. Today was awesome. I think I can survive if I'm thrown into the sea.. for a few mins. Ok. Heh. I suck, I know. But at least I can float. We took looooads of photos there. Some were so cheesy. Satisfying as fuck, pineapple said, that's what models do. Cringes.
Basically our trip ended with Mr Dakgalbi. It was goooood. Idk which one's better. I really liked omaya too. Maybe omaya was better. And there we waited at karma. Solaris, the place that I can only think about alcohol when I heard this name. And we were there in the afternoon. How unfortunate. My recent cravings aren't behaving. I stopped craving cheese and stuff. I crave wine, whiskey. Fucked, yup. Tiring day. And I probably sprained my left foot at the metatarsals joint. Hurts af.
Still guess what. I went for badminton tonight. I thought it was a great decision. I told ginger I had a sprain. He was like don't scream later, he'd pretend that he doesn't know me. Evil shit. It was such convenient journeys. Dad went for politic talks, conveniently dropped me off and picked me up after it. And he had to wait for me, not the opposite. Crazy. Three hours of badminton is love. Nicsman was here, he didn't put his name in the list because he claimed that he will always play.
I almost thought we can be potential close badminton friends until he said something that made the situation fishy. Ugh. Sad. He told me that he used to be in taekwondo national team. Reminds me of my ex and ET, even tho my ex wasn't in any team but no doubt that they were all black belt fighters. Scary. Then he changed to badminton. His stories reminded me about my ex so fucking much. That dedication, determination, hard work, and he achieved what he targeted. Such inspiration, scared me a little. Another thing we had in common was a special date. He asked me the date, I said 22 April. He lifted his hand with fingers spreaded. I gave him a high five not knowing what it was about. Lmao, then I know. He said we can have a double date. HAAHA. That part got me really happy tho. We talked a little about our pasts, and had the same thoughts about not wanting to spread news. It's annoying, and we were both like "I feel you." Best feeling ever.
And then one word actually distroyed this feeling a little. I have a feeling he's a little too flirty. Uhm. Anyone who's praised me pretty has got to be suspicious. Gotta be alert, aware. Yes, man, I looked up to find you intentionally because I thought it was hard to find people who are this good in badminton without being arrogant, friendly and potential future baddy buddy. Maybe it was a wrong move. I was desperate, I think.
It was so lonely. I desperately needed company in inti. And for holidays, I did this. I go out this much, and got myself in slight trouble. Maybe I'm a little too friendly? Haiz. Sometimes I conflict myself. Do I actually should be friendly? Maybe I'm doing it wrong. Found the wrong things to talk about. Approached wrong people. Let's hope nicsman is not another version of my ex. Let's hope he's not being flirty. I wish he didn't text me back so detailed about what he was doing. Made me felt wrong for his gf. Ugh.
BUT STILL it's a good day. All is well.
Except for my foot. Gg.com no more running.
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