Just because I'm a pussy I decided to write it here instead of sending to you.

I've been trying to make up with the time I've been distant to all of you. My friend, you're so cool that I forgot what's it like when you gave me comforting hugs just to remind me there are people who care. I don't want to forget. But I know, it's too late.

It's my fault. You'd be tired to attend, even if they're the last chances.. you'd think it's pointless, because you think it's already gone. Actions speak the loudest. And my actions told you, I was done with you. I didn't mean to. I wasn't. I was reckless. I was blinded. If you'd give me another chance, would you ?