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Saturday, 5 May 2018

Idk why I have such different bffs. One, so innocent and being surprised over EVERYTHING. Another one, calm af and saying, "it happens" to every situation occured.

I have no idea how, different people asked me. Broke up? Again? Why? Why first time broke, why second time broke? They're such curious people.

I couldn't even count the reasons we broke up. But I actually think, we broke up for the same reasons both times. Busy >  lack communication > insecure > third wheel. Both times, same. What's we could be happy. Fuck happy. Fuck that guy.

He's not a fighter? Bro. You never know. My ex. My current. Both black belt scary fighters. If that guy you kicked was a fighter, I doubt you could run away like that. It happens, it's not what we could trust. Never trust words. But then? Still, these things happened. Many things happened that we don't know at all.

Oh it sounds so sweet you were definitely making an effort to be an asshole and come back as you wish because of how BUSY you were.

Yet she calls them "Men". Disgusting. What is Men? Men could fuck anyone and get away with it isn't it? You don't even understand my rage.

Can you believe he could do such a thing bro? Just because he was our beloved, fucking pro inspiring president, doesn't change facts! Facts are, he was an asshole, he is an asshole. Assholes never change. You look at their actions and you know. You don't know, right? I know. Bro. I spent the time left with him. I don't know him? Yeah I don't know. I didn't know he could do such a thing and have the balls to come begging me to forgive him. Forgive his attitude of an ass. And it wasn't even a complete story. As ass can be this shitty.

I'm sorry if blogwalkers came across this, there's no clue who has done what. But I can assure you. This asshole ran around breaking hearts, betraying everyone's trust then revealing the shittiness.

It's almost 2am.

Idk, man. Idk how you can say it's normal for a guy to like a few girls. It studied ethics. So is it normal for a guy to kiss a girl, turn around to chase another girl, and asking another girl out for a movie? Too dry? Or just fucked up. I hope the next girl who dates you found out about how dirty your dick is, and cuts it off. I hope one day all the mosquitoes fly towards you and finish you. I hope you rot in hell and never return to the world. I hope you get what you deserve. Heartless.

I don't ever understand how I can remember all the details. Maybe pain is just unforgettable. Maybe betrayal is unforgettable. Especially when you were played, you should remember that for life.

Why did you broke up for the first and second time?
To explain the reason I need to start preparing a powerpoint with 200 slides. Fuck.

1 comment:

  1. Didn't he ever mentioned he's a devil since the beginning? After reading your blog, I find it really funny how contradict you are. LOL. I mean no offense, you did say "He claimed that he is evil and bla bla bla" YET you chose to fell for him. Hmm.. I'm just amazed by your stupidity? 'coz he literally gave you the most important fact about him, DEVIL. Guess you are just not worthy enough to curse him for what he did, as you were the one who permitted those evil things to happen. He is heartless (based on your descriptions in your current and previous posts), but definitely he has his ways to live through the sins. You're no one to judge nor punish, neither do curse a person. As for his "dates" or "third wheels", do you think they have something to do with your relationship? Or purely it happened after the break up? Just like how you have mentioned, you kissed a guy, less than a week after the break up. Lol. Zip the curse/ backstab, girl. You're certainly not adult enough to judge anything.
    Once again, no offence was intended. Just to share my opinions about your conflicts and contradictions. Peace.

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