Memory

Holy shit today was a fucking awesome day. So in conclusion, my stupid illusions fucked my mood a little in the morning. During violin class it was awesome af. I love getting praises from him. HAHA. Makes me feel really good. He said I'm done with that piece.

Months not practicing got me guilty af. Two weeks with three days actually practicing got him satisfied already. I think, if I practice daily, I would be a fucking god already. HAHA. Jk. And here he taught me por una cabeza's solo violin part. IT'S SO HARD. TO REMEMBER TOO. I realized when I put my heart into remembering, I remember.

It sounds abit confusing isn't it. Ok my violin teacher has this very oral teaching style. I use my hearing to play, while he verbally tells/shows me which fingers to use and how the bowing goes. So in conclusion, as long as I'm familiar with how the melody sounds like, I just have to remember the fingering, position AND bowing. Three things. Super hard. So it's completely definitely impossible to finish learning one piece in one lesson. I have no idea how I managed to remember the entire por una cabeza without writing down. But this time, the solo part, I decided to write down. And he was like "Impressive memory." I think this is the lazy way, because... That's how I memorized the pieces for grade 8 guitar exam, and it wasn't hard. This is what I do because I don't have time to practice. Zzzz. But wow it can be this useful. I think I'm gonna practice already. Hapi.

Today was a cray day. Ahchoo invited me to badminton. I said yes. It's extremely fun to join different different squads, tbh. To know new peeps, socialize. It was near my ex's place, new vision. Didn't dare to post insta because I didn't jio chicken. Oops. It was my bad. I should. Ugh. I think I'm gonna call this group, the laughing squad. Ahchoo was like the laughing pill, and the rest were super good laughers.

So badminton was love. Ahchoo was quite nice to talk to. His friends also. All abt Loong's age, or just a year younger. So it's damn funny. I realized how bad his memory is. He took some time to think of his name. And then he was like "oh shit I can't remember my mom's birthday. Oh shit it's tomorrow. " Lmfao. I can't. Quite fun.

He be like "Don't flirt" heh. How would I flirt? I can't flirt. Too ugly to flirt lmao.

Let's just hope drama queen finds a nice date for us to hang out. Let's hope we stay awesome.