.

I realized I'm still alive and living because I did not flash back.

Flashing back hurts so much. It never fails causing this shit.

At the end I have to convince myself,
It's alright,
You've done your best
you've did whatever you could.
He did not love you that much
And it's ok.

But it doesn't matter now.
We're still friends. He's still adorably funny.

At least he's doing good.
I love him.