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It's really funny, right.
Someone who used to know everything, now knows nothing but still thinks he knows everything.

No one knows anything.
I'm a fucking liar. To avoid explanations, I lied a lot, mostly bullshitting. I minimized the amount of questions people would ask, and quickly make an end of topic.
It's kinda mean. I know. Sorry.

I guess only my family can see whatever I'm acting. Haha. My sister's so bored when talking to me. Kept saying, I've changed direction. (Career) cuz I used to put music in front, now, music is a backup plan.

"I've created an event. "
"I know."
"You going?"
"I'm not sure. I'm broke, I'm....."
"Forget it, you're not into music anyway."

While someone out there thinks I'm obsessed with music camp. More like trying to lower down my teachers' disappointments?

They have high hopes. I did well without effort. I can be better than people, if I worked hard. Yeah she's right. I'm not into it that much. But they expected me to go on the musical path. I'm slowly letting them know, music is hobby.
That's all. Maybe I can be good. But it's just I'm good in this hobby.

I wish he understands this.
Wait. Haha actually nah. It doesn't matter right?