Exams

I woke up, I'm ok. I scrolled fb, and read some posts.

There's a picture captioning The best way to spread Christmas cheer is to cancel all the exams for the following year.
I disagree.

I think exams are simpler way to make the youngsters experience life. Why? Because whenever you're experiencing shits and tragedies, you cannot put yourself on holiday. Life goes on. If you don't study, you lay in bed everyday to cry, you screw up your tests. But of course you must have that responsibility. Exams force us to rub off our tears and stand up. Exams force us to improve ourselves by volunteerily stuffing knowledge into our tiny brains even when everything isn't right in your life. Even when you just wanna die. 

When you're older, whatever shits happened, you cannot stop too. There's no pause, no rests. You'll get fired, and broke, then die of hunger. Maybe when tragedies happened, you really wanna die. But that's a terrible way to die!

The only solution is to move on, or else you'll only suffer. Move on, even if you have to bring your swollen puffy eyes to school/work on the bext day. Move on, accept opportunities with a smile even if it has to be fake. Move on, if not, put shits aside, NEVER flash back.

Flashing back makes a dark room even darker. The only reason I'm alive right now, is I did not flash back. I only let his warm smiling face appear in my head, and that does no harm. That smile keeps me going. But further rewinding memories will make all shits worse.

The world is full of sad people. It needs more people that could make those sad peeps smile.

So artists and musicians, stop composing sad pieces. We get that the lyric understands our feelings. But please. One song makes extreme depressed nights. It's so fucking terrible.

Just kidding. Sentimental music are the best.