Sometimes people randomly get emotional without any reason. I guess I'm like that.
So I decided to skip dinner. Even tho, my best friend (my cousin heh) went, and my other dentist cousin. They went to support my sister's concert. I usually do support. But I'm fed up of something. Don't know fed up of what. I just don't feel like going anywhere.
Aunt came to my place just to fetch us to meet up with them after the performance. I refused to go too. Seriously, idk why. So I was home alone. I played this piano tiles game, and suddenly felt like practicing piano.
Piano is awesome. I got a little hungry. 100 plus and a little piece of chocolate filled me up. Gosh it's so nice.
He appeared again, on top of the list. I'm surprised, but not that surprised. I told him I left myself at home because I miss him too much. Not actually bullshitting. I miss him all the time, but actually that doesn't affect my decisions.
Thankful, that you're willing to talk to me like a qian da ass friend. And you're still adorable. Idk what to say, when you're still calling me whatever you used to call me. I'm wondering, will that be only for me, a personal nickname that you'll only call me? I sense you, not in a chasing-me-away-tone anymore. I sense your humor, your randomness, your silliness, your craziness, your obsessive-extreme-care. You're still there. But I'm too damn sure about how you do things. I know, you've made the decision. So for now, the most we can be, is just friends.
You're an adorable friend then.
So I decided to skip dinner. Even tho, my best friend (my cousin heh) went, and my other dentist cousin. They went to support my sister's concert. I usually do support. But I'm fed up of something. Don't know fed up of what. I just don't feel like going anywhere.
Aunt came to my place just to fetch us to meet up with them after the performance. I refused to go too. Seriously, idk why. So I was home alone. I played this piano tiles game, and suddenly felt like practicing piano.
Piano is awesome. I got a little hungry. 100 plus and a little piece of chocolate filled me up. Gosh it's so nice.
He appeared again, on top of the list. I'm surprised, but not that surprised. I told him I left myself at home because I miss him too much. Not actually bullshitting. I miss him all the time, but actually that doesn't affect my decisions.
Thankful, that you're willing to talk to me like a qian da ass friend. And you're still adorable. Idk what to say, when you're still calling me whatever you used to call me. I'm wondering, will that be only for me, a personal nickname that you'll only call me? I sense you, not in a chasing-me-away-tone anymore. I sense your humor, your randomness, your silliness, your craziness, your obsessive-extreme-care. You're still there. But I'm too damn sure about how you do things. I know, you've made the decision. So for now, the most we can be, is just friends.
You're an adorable friend then.
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