Does his presence matter? No.
But does that affect me? Fucking yes.
Maybe it's better if I quit training. So I can stop seeing you forever. And we become complete impolite strangers to each other. It's a good thing. I can hate you, and you stop affecting my emotions from sec to sec.
If I quit, I'll miss you.
If I stay, I'll suffer.
It's not like I'm a real badminton player. My presence make no difference too.
He's being so friendly meeting up.
I wonder how can a person be so different from screens and from reality. It's just so weird.
Thanks for not being with me.
Yes I'm scared of being the only girl in an area. Thanks for leaving me alone. Thanks for everything.
No comments:
Post a Comment