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Let's not be depressing people.
But my blog is full of depressing drafts.

I woke up, disappointed that my memory is still there. Maybe the temperature wasn't high enough to kill. Do you know how badly I wanna die? Hahahha.

Was it me or the weather is so cold. I usually can't stand sitting on my bed without air con, but now I can cover blankets tightly on the bed without sweating at all. I'm so tired I feel like not doing anything.

But not doing anything makes me wanna die more. Because of that emptiness.

So I should go study. But my head's not letting me. I should quickly get a job and start busying.

Speaking of jobs.
I brought my heavy self to 1U today. Surprisingly I ignored the tiredness and walked as fast as I could, because I only had half an hour to do this.

The shop peeps were nice, and busy. Yep if they're busy they would want me right?
Gosh please hire me right now I can't stand the emptiness.

I wonder how it feels like being a ghost. It must be depressing. Being able to witness everything but not able to be noticed. Maybe a little better than living.