Drown.

Tomorrow I'm going to a water park. And now, these blood sucking monsters are eating me. How awesome!

I remember asking. What if, I drowned, and you're the only one around? He replied, it won't happen. We'll stay away from water, any water. Maybe when you drowned, you'll be afraid of water, you'll have an extreme phobia.

Well, you drowned me. Kinda. I should have a you-phobia. Since you knew, I'm sure you will not quit badminton. At least not so soon.

I wonder. If I don't say "Would you stay with me when I wait for my transport?" Will you volunteerily stay? Let's try this out, next next week. I guess.

I used to drown the shitty thoughts by sleeping, sleep it off. But now those damn things had learnt to swim. Shitty thoughts became dreams, they haunt me, awake or asleep.

Well. I will not drown. I can swim. Lmao xD
Sometimes it's good to avoid shits that hurt you. But maybe it's much better if you learn how to deal with it, so they hurt you no more. Those damn things learnt to swim, you can too.

Let us not drown anymore.