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I'm watching a depressing movie. No matter how hard I beg him to return, how hard I still love him, he will never come back.

I'm better. I'll keep myself occupied and die as an empty shell. I'm sure many experienced this. So will I. I'm ready anyway. I will study my ass off and be busy to temporarily forget the pain. I will be so busy. So so busy that my studies improve like no one could believe. I'll be so much better than now. I will die in an empty shell, that contributes to the world.

Let's not be depressing people.

I can pretend, again and again. I look fine, I look normal.
So fuck off, people.