.

I don't want him anymore. I was waiting but I'm stopping rn. He was just someone that used to be in a long dream. And now I'm awake. Alright?
He was never real. Whatever we've been through were just imaginations. It's done. Forget it. Let go. Please fucking let go or how are you going to live!?

You don't wanna be sad anymore. You don't wanna sit there and just break down suddenly, without anyone doing anything. You don't wanna have suicidal thoughts anymore. You don't wanna be an emotional bitch anymore.

You just wanna smile like there's nothing to worry about.

How can someone treat some like everything then suddenly just throw her to hell like nothing happened

Honestly, stop.